Spiders in my vein

Drool running down my chin.
How is it that nobody knows?
Pure and tainted,
Are those lipstick smeared boxers.
The mind’s sleazy membranes,
mistook it for cupidity.
I remember a time,
Of echoing laughter.
Now it laughs at my bloody razor lines.

So I plead now!

Tie the noose around my neck,
This pain is pleasure.
Cause I can feel spiders in my vein

What I fear the most?
Is the ‘you’ who I knew the most.
The premeditated pain infliction,
Never makes me feel safe.
Baby, these scars are for you.
Please go!
Not again an one-night stand in my mind.

Cause I feel spiders in my vein.

I love this pain.
Gimme more!

Tie the noose around my neck,
This pain is pleasure.
Cause I can feel spiders in my vein.